It's a weird feeling I have I'm not longing for anyone in particular or even for romance (or sex), it just I want to know what to do when I'm finally old enough for these men/college students that are actually attracted to me. Will I hold their attention when they find out all my confident and comfortableness stops short of matters of romance? Or will the move on to some that knows what they're doing? How will I handled that in college? would it be whoreish to go out on a date with a guy I met in a club/at a party? What exactly is a "good man."
Questions, questions. Congrads mommy my innocent is in full effect.
Happy 17th birthday to myself. March 3rd 17th year in a roll. I honestly I have both surpassed my expectations and failed myself at the same time. I never imagined that when I was 17 I would be top 10 in my HS class, newspaper editor, volunteer everything, college bound, talkative, confident and friendly (not to mention fashionable . Just throwing that out there). but at the same time I always imagined I'd be a bit more experience with boys (or girls bi the way). In seventeen years I've only kissed 4 people (with no tongue btw) and I wouldn't know what to do if someone was hitting on me to save my life. In high school I'm apparently milk bone status but outside of school I do get a few cat calls (forgive my lingo) but it's always from men that are in their early 20's so I could just say "jailbait" and be on my way. But it's like I'm 17 I can't flirt and I don't know how to handle a relationship because I was never in one (unless you count 4th grade, I don't).